I don’t feel like posting all my problems and shit on tumblr but the people I normally talk to about this kind of stuff are acting shady right now and they aren’t going to give me good advice it’s going to be judgmental. Maybe I’m being too judgmental aswell but it’s one of those situation where you know your friends and how they will naturally react. Fuck. I feel like I’m always at this place that I constantly find myself falling into. It sucks and I can’t stand it, I can’t believe I’m here again. I just need someone new from outside to see the situation as a whole. Maybe a pastor or I might try a family member, how awkward that would be… I would even resort to my old psychiatrist. Screw that lady…. I really just need someone to talk to about this so bad to get it off my mind and chest. You don’t know how it feels….