Busy morning though had to go about business with my brother but I got to chill with Hennelyn Her little sister Kacey, and Marlon, that dude is hilarious an selenas little sister but idk her name haha. Should have took pictures but maybe next time. I’m just glad I got to hang out and see Hennelyn again :)
That was over quick. I guess you had higher expectations of your self than you actually were. I told you I’m a man of my word, and my word is as pure as gold or water or some other purity reference that I can’t think of right now. But seriously though. You try to manipulate my friends? Guess what, you failed. You try to steal my friends and turn them against me? Guess what dude, you failed. Now you try to turn this situation on me and handle it with me? Guess what bro!? you failed! There is a reason why these people are my friends and that is because I Trust and Know them. Oh and guess what, I know all about you Carl Jacobs of Berkley, CA December/15/1995 Jersey #21 for the Albany High Basketball and JV Baseball Team. That’s right asshole come at me or any of my friends again and I’m going to make you wish you hadn’t. I’m a family and friend oriented person and not to mention god oriented but don’t push me. I hope and know your reading this so I’m going to leave you with one last word of advice for you my friend. Stay The Hell Away From Friends, Women, Family And All Affiliations Of Me Or I Will Come For You, Again… Just like i said before, I’m a man of my word. Some competition. I have more important upcoming things and people I have to worry about. Imbecile. This shit is over. Game. Set. Match.
So apparently I’m in some type of competition this week or this month or how ever long this is going to take (according to Carl) but I don’t care because this means alot to me and I’m going to give it my all because this is what I’ve wanted for a long time and if I have to prove myself a little bit more worthy then that’s exactly what I’m gonna do. And I don’t know who this Carl guy thinks he is, or how he got my number but he needs to stop texting me and “trying to give me advice” because I have my personal life under control. And to be honest I don’t think you know this girl as much as you claim you do. And I don’t appreciate you trying to change me and who I am. Like how the fuck are you going to tell me about me!? And why the hell do you even care? Like really? You just need to mind your own fucking business because whatever happend between you guys is over and trying to get in our business is something else that dosent concern you so dude Carl whatever your problem is you need to solve it, Fast, before I do. And I’m a man of my word. Like normally I’m a real nice gentleman and I never curse but this dude has agitated me to the point where I can’t even explain…. Ugghhh. I don’t even want to talk about it. But hey that’s what tumblr is for right? I guess hope this week or “competition” according to Carl, goes as good as I hope it does….
I honestly don’t like watching TV too much anymore. I watch movies sometimes, but besides that not really. I probably watch a total of 2 hours of TV a week. There’s just so much more you could be doing. TV is so…boring.
Ran out of medication on Friday :( now I can’t fucking sleep! Supposed to get my prescription refilled tomorrow… Or should I say today. I’m tired of living life off this shit. As if trying to find my self in this world isn’t hard enough I have to go through this bullshit routine of pain-killers and sleep-aids every night that in the morning I feel numb and my head feels fuzzy and can’t recall for half the night! What kind of bullshit ass life is that!? I wanna get off these meds but tonight proves I’m obviously not ready to. Like anyone understands how I feel… I just wanna live my life and experience it too… Is that too much to ask for??